It's the words we all speak
That hold the most royal truths
and the foulest lies
I'll love you forever
He'll speak softly in your ear
While you give yourself up completely
You simple little girl
What had you done wrong
Everything was true then
Blinded by Faith
A casualty of Hope
Love Sabotaged
A Love I Could Not Forget by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
A Love I Could Not Forget
A love I could never forget
One built on lies, and firm regret
Dangle my heart, for all to see
Just to tear it down, your sweet apathy
I gave up everything for you
To only have you, tear it in two
I gave up everything for you
Kill me now (Kill me now)
Kill me now I'm the last, I won't be broken
Hold my ground, Never misspoken
Heed my warning, I will come To take back what is mine
And leave you with none Let this be the killing blow
I'll still hold you secrets close
Everything you told me, in honesty
I take to heart And it's killing me
How could you do me like that
Stab my back, and run away run Away
(Run Away) Run Awa
The Haunting Time Has Come by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
The Haunting Time Has Come
I love you with all my heart and being
And i'm afraid, without you, I'll cease to be
The Haunting Time Has Come,
And Now It's Time For me To Go
I've fallen down and I'm not sure if I want help getting up
It's the end of my dreaming, but I don't want to wake up
I don't want to share you,
But I have too, because I'm not what you want
I'm starting a problem that I can't fix
I'm starting a fight, that I can't win
I just want you back in my life
I just want you back with me
I love you with all my heart and being
And i'm afraid, without you, I'll cease to be
The Haunting Time Has Come,
And Now It's Time For me To Go
I've fallen do
Lace your fingers with mine
I'll take you to a special place
One where hurt is all around
But you won't expect it until its too late
Silence is the greatest pain
And I'll let you have it all
I will set you up for the fall
And push you down
Let me be your valentine
Let your heart be mine
Let me take control
I'll be wasted time
I'll come crying back
Saftey pin your broken heart pieces
Make you feel whole
But only just so i can break them down again
Wait for me by the swingset
Where we first met
I'll show you how
I break you down
Let me be your valentine
Let your heart be mine
Let me take control
I'll be wasted time
Nothing is going to take my glass figurine away
She mine and only mine, she's here to stay
She's a one of a kind, none quite like her
I'll keep her safe, locked away, in my prison built for two
I'll keep her locked up, only able to pleasure me with her voice
Her flawless features continue to stun me, its her method of choice
I lay, sit, and stare for hours and end
At this glass figurine just begging to be free
Oh my glass figurine!
Is it not okay, to just wait and waste your days with me?
I tear at myself, for I'm the cause of the breaking
This glass figure, meant to last forever
But not with me
Oh my glass figurine!
Hollow spirits
Break me
I'm all alone here
No one here cares about me
I'll waste away
No one will care
Pass the time alone
Begging in prayer
"Take me somewhere I'll be loved.
I'm not looking for much.
I just want love.
Even the simplest touch."
Hollow spirits
Break me
I'm all alone here
No one here cares about me
I'll waste away
No one will care
Pass the time alone
Begging in prayer
The Image You See Isn't Me by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
The Image You See Isn't Me
If I'm diagonsed with death? Will I become your number one?
If I'm missing? Will I become your main prority?
If I become sick? Will I be your patient?
If I become blind? Will your guide me with your heart or your hand?
I'm searching for so much
And i've done nothing but let you down
I promise you, they weren't lies
What will happen to me now?
I figure I'll be tossed out
Taken for something broken
I'm sorry that I didn't do my best
I'm weak and pathetic
I never used to be this way
When Can I Love Without Regret by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
When Can I Love Without Regret
There is something inside of me,
Something fighting to be free.
When is the cost of happiness?
When can I be me?
Her hair shimmers a cool, clean brunette
Her face is something I wish i could forget
What is the cost of happiness?
When can I love without regret?
I tear at myself, for I'm the cause of her breaking
Let Me Stand Up By Myself by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
Let Me Stand Up By Myself
Let me stand up by myself
I'm not a child anymore
I wish that I could forget you
I wish that I could forget you
Erase the past and wipe my slate clean
I've lived in this hell long enough
I hate everything you've become to be
Isn't it time for me to be set free?
Let me stand up by myself
I'm not a child anymore
I wish that I could forget you
I wish that I could forget you
Let me feel the pain of losing you
But not quite enough to kill me
I've placed the dagger up to my chest
But pressing hard enough just to break the skin
I wish that I could forget you
I wish that I could forget you
The Haunting Time Has Come by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
The Haunting Time Has Come
I love you with all my heart and being
And i'm afraid, without you, I'll cease to be
The Haunting Time Has Come,
And Now It's Time For me To Go
I've fallen down and I'm not sure if I want help getting up
It's the end of my dreaming, but I don't want to wake up
I don't want to share you,
But I have too, because I'm not what you want
I'm starting a problem that I can't fix
I'm starting a fight, that I can't win
I just want you back in my life
I just want you back with me
I love you with all my heart and being
And i'm afraid, without you, I'll cease to be
The Haunting Time Has Come,
And Now It's Time For me To Go
I've fallen do
A Love I Could Not Forget by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
A Love I Could Not Forget
A love I could never forget
One built on lies, and firm regret
Dangle my heart, for all to see
Just to tear it down, your sweet apathy
I gave up everything for you
To only have you, tear it in two
I gave up everything for you
Kill me now (Kill me now)
Kill me now I'm the last, I won't be broken
Hold my ground, Never misspoken
Heed my warning, I will come To take back what is mine
And leave you with none Let this be the killing blow
I'll still hold you secrets close
Everything you told me, in honesty
I take to heart And it's killing me
How could you do me like that
Stab my back, and run away run Away
(Run Away) Run Awa
The Haunting Time Has Come by BlackRainDreams, literature
Literature
The Haunting Time Has Come
I love you with all my heart and being
And i'm afraid, without you, I'll cease to be
The Haunting Time Has Come,
And Now It's Time For me To Go
I've fallen down and I'm not sure if I want help getting up
It's the end of my dreaming, but I don't want to wake up
I don't want to share you,
But I have too, because I'm not what you want
I'm starting a problem that I can't fix
I'm starting a fight, that I can't win
I just want you back in my life
I just want you back with me
I love you with all my heart and being
And i'm afraid, without you, I'll cease to be
The Haunting Time Has Come,
And Now It's Time For me To Go
I've fallen do
Seriously, everyone.
We need to have a talk.
This new "Jasper" Xbox 360 System finally sounds like the cure to the RRoD.
I'm personally excitied.
Redesigned Motherboard...
12.1 Amps instead of 14.2...
Theres a new PSU cooler with a smart temp feature, which in itself is cool...
I need to work on my gamer score actually on Xbox Live. It's pitiful. I don't even think it's at 1000 yet. haha.
I miss video games.
I've decided that I need more money. I've put up ads in the forums. Though without having any real portfolio to show, much of my work goes unnoticed.
I've put into motion, slowly, building my new computer. I have a list of the items I would like to have in it.
Cooler Master Elite RC-330 - $54.99
CORSAIR CMPSU-650TX 650W ATX12V - $99.99
ASUS M2N68-AM - $54.99
AMD Phenom 9650 2.3GHz - $129.99
Crucial Ballistix 2GB - $27.99
Western Digital Caviar Green 2TB - $299.99
Flash-Card Reader - $12.99
All of this equals to about $600.00 to $650.00, give or take some. To some people this might seem like a lot, but in all actuality, if you were to